Funny how everyone who saw me today asked if I would be going for the BBQ and mentioned that they would bring me there yet at the end of the day nobody remembers what they said.
It’s fine I guess.
I would just feel worse being there then not going..since i never belonged, and never will….
somebody’s in Phuket having the time of his life.
and I am missing him.
kinda.
MX ah MX..
why you like this?
:(
A certain kind of excitement/happiness when you’re around me.
FUCK NO.
not you.
It’s not happening, right?
I’m straight, right?!
STOP TRYING SO HARD, MX.
YOU’RE NOT BEING APPRECIATED AT ALL SO FUCKING STOP EVERYTHING YOU’RE DOING!
I saw Kenneth today.
Why ah, why?
Why didn’t I have the courage to just step out of the train to say hi?
DAMN!
I couldn’t confirm if it was him.
Cos he was just sitting there staring at his phone and not looking up. But I recognize his head/hair cos it looked familiar lol.
AFTER SO LONG.
only managed to cfm it was really him whn I got on the train and he looked up. But did not have the courage to step out and up to him.
WHY AH MX, WHY?
Afterall you have already let everything go why don’t you have the ballz to go and say hi?
Weird you!
anyway I texted him. funny he still doesn’t have my number after all these years. Lol..
Oh well I’ll just say hi to him the next time I see him. :)
don’t worry I’m not upset or what that I saw him. I’m just upset THAT my courage failed me as always.
lol.. hope to have more of such coincidence then, because I have been smiling to myself like a sampat.. wish I can be like this all the time. :p
I hope that you’re doing well! =D
today’s a good day!
anyway, met up with Kendrick after so long! Talk about random stuff. Started out awkward cos we had no contact or whatsoever for so long but ended up okay. :D
okay I’m a happy girl today! :D
